About time

Okay so I know I have been MIA from my blog, but believe me, it's not by choice. I have been stamping, but never allowed myself time to take pictures of them to post.


Life in general has been up and down, following a miscarriage in January, it has been down. But there are some up sides too. Right now just down. It seems when you want something so bad that is seems like everyone else has it. Ever where I go I see pregnant ladies so newly born babies. Part of me is happy for them and the other half just wants to punch them in the face. I know that they cannot help what I am feeling, but that is how it is, right?


I feel bad, I have several friends from high school who are expecting and want to get together, but right now with my feelings the way they are, I don't want to. Is that selfish of me? I even skipped out on a baby shower for one of them, just because seeing mommies to be, really stinks for me now. I have found that cards, getting ready for a garage sale, planting a garden, and just being with family and friends has really helped me in this time of need. I think about how if I could have carried that baby to term, I would be pretty big right now. My due date would have been September 17th. So you can just about picture what I would look like. Oh well, for some reason God knew Jon and I were not ready for a family just yet.





Okay on to a happier note. Here are some cards I made for Father's Day, my aunt's birthday and my parents 30th anniversary which is Tuesday the 17th. Thanks for stopping by and I am sorry for the bummer first part of this post.




























To all the father's out there "Happy Father's Day" make the best of it!!!

I know it has been forever since I posted last, I have no excuse. I have stamped, but just haven't had time to take pictures or even post pictures. Please forgive me.

Things right now are going like always, busy. Jon has started to play softball for the summer, I am trying to be a good wife and go, but lack to motivation. Down in the dumps I guess you could say.

I have a bit of jealous bone going right now, several of my friends are expecting and sadly enough I am not. It's not that we are really trying, but it would be a nice surprise. I know in time God will grant us the joy of a little one, but right now it seems not likely. I keep telling myself that God has a plan for me and when he feels we are ready he will grant a child to love. For now, we have a 1 year old beagle to love and we do.

Why does it seem like when you want something so bad you see it everywhere you go? I mean I tell you everywhere I turn there is a pregnant person. And it just makes me realize even more that I am not. I am trying the whole "karma" thing, keeping happy thoughts, making cards to wish everyone happiness, making quilts, holding babies. I know in good time it will happen. Got to keep telling myself that.

Any way enough with the crabbing, thanks for looking and I promise I will make something and post it soon. We have a long weekend coming up and be creative.

Meet the newest member of the family

Okay so we have had her for over a month now and I am just now finding time to post pictures of her. Sorry

She is a year and half of beagle terrier mix. Her name is Bayley and no I didn't do that to her ears.

My DH has been working out of town since January and I found it difficult to want to be home at night. So I asked if I could have a dog. Well clearly you know the answer to that. It was an easy decision, but I had a sign to point me in the right direction. It was between her, which I adopted from the local pound, and a pug my sister's co-worker was going to give me. The pound called Bayley "Curly" cause of her ears. I called my friend Jami, crazydaisy creations, and asked if she wanted to do something fun over my lunch break. So she picked me up for lunch and we went to the pound. Well on the way there sitting at a stop light, there was a car in front of us whose license plate said "Curley". Now I am a believer that God gives us signs, that is his way of talking to us. So I took the license plate as a sign and adopted her that day. My DH loves her and we all quickly bonded and she is now comfortable with us and we couldn't be happier!!!!

Here are a few pictures of her and my hubby and I with her.

Been Busy

Sorry I haven't blogged lately. I know those faithful viewers like to see what I have been up to. A lot is the answer. I recently got a promotion at work which has kept me very busy. I also work a part time job twice a week which keeps me from my stamping. Things will change today however. I did make shower invitations, which I need to get a picture of an post. A quilt for my dad for his birthday, which I also need a picture of. Tonight I have decided that I am going to set aside the evening for stamping.

I had a dream last night that at this baby shower I am hosting this weekend did not go as planned. I still have centerpieces to make, an advise book and a card for the gift. So tonight the plan is when I get off work, which will hopefully be around 5. I am changing into fat pants and am going to stamp until I cannot stamp anymore. So check back either later tonight or even this weekend to see what I have made!!!

Rough times

So I have been stamping, but with the weekend and start of the week I have had, just didn't feel like I could post anything.

My best friend of 22+ years lost her father Friday night to a long battle with cancer. Not the easiest thing to deal with, but I found that stamping really helped make me feel better. I did make a card for her family, but like always, the batteries in my camera died, what a way to put that right now. So I was unable to get a picture to post.

I started out with a really good moring yesterday, that was until my dad called and asked for my best friends phone number. He had told me he wanted to go to the bural, which is going to be in Iowa, where my friends family is origianlly from. He told me he wanted to do a 12 salute to Kevin. Which none the less made be start crying. Now mind you I was on my way to work at this time.

Kevin and my dad did our local fireworks show on the 4th of July together for many years, and if you know anything about fireworks and if you don't I will explain what a salute is. A salute is a single shot that makes your chest pound and shake at the noise. This is by far my favorite firework. You can have all the pretty colored ones, give me the salutes.

Upon being told this I felt it was necessary for me to go with my dad and help him set up for this and be there for my best friend. I don't do burals real well so I truly believe God wants me to be there for Maria and her family. So we will see how I am doing over the next few days.

Here are a few pictures I have of Kevin at Maria's wedding. He was feeling so good then.

Thanks for the memories Kev!!!

Another one for you

No it's not a card, but better. My sister is entering my niece Hannah into a couple of cutiest baby contest and sent me the picture of her. I think she is doing on for our local paper and then she said something about Regis and Kelly. Let me know what you think of her. Is just turned 10 months old on the 27th of December.

Starting the New Year right

Okay so since I have been neglecting my blog I wanted to start the New Year right. I found out yesterday that a friend of my husband and I are expecting their second baby. Being the creative friend I am I thought I would send out an "Congratulations" card. Let me know what you think.