I know it has been forever since I posted last, I have no excuse. I have stamped, but just haven't had time to take pictures or even post pictures. Please forgive me.

Things right now are going like always, busy. Jon has started to play softball for the summer, I am trying to be a good wife and go, but lack to motivation. Down in the dumps I guess you could say.

I have a bit of jealous bone going right now, several of my friends are expecting and sadly enough I am not. It's not that we are really trying, but it would be a nice surprise. I know in time God will grant us the joy of a little one, but right now it seems not likely. I keep telling myself that God has a plan for me and when he feels we are ready he will grant a child to love. For now, we have a 1 year old beagle to love and we do.

Why does it seem like when you want something so bad you see it everywhere you go? I mean I tell you everywhere I turn there is a pregnant person. And it just makes me realize even more that I am not. I am trying the whole "karma" thing, keeping happy thoughts, making cards to wish everyone happiness, making quilts, holding babies. I know in good time it will happen. Got to keep telling myself that.

Any way enough with the crabbing, thanks for looking and I promise I will make something and post it soon. We have a long weekend coming up and be creative.